Friday, May 20, 2022

I hate myself

I am so sad.

I am so disappointed in myself.

I hate myself.

I did something very unforgivable.

I caned Naomi till her wounds bruised and bled.

I caned her so hard all because I'm pissed off with him. I wanted him to just shut the fuck up so I took it all out on her.

I feel so miserable. My heart broke and ache so much.

I can't stop crying.

I'm a failure as a mother.

I don't deserve to be a mother.

I should just die so I don't hurt my little angel again.

I hope I will drop dead soon.

I love my darling so so much.

I'm so sorry.

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Officially engaged!

He finally popped the question and I said YES! From now he will be known as SMF instead of SMBF! =)